Time doesn’t heal all wounds. Being able to recognize the truth, being able to accept reality… that’s what heals all wounds. There’s no point in stressing over something you, for the most part, had no control over. There’s no reason for putting your life on hold just because one opportunity was lost, missed, or not meant for you. Why worry about the past? It’s over and done with. The only way you can go back in time is by beating yourself up with “what if’s” and “if only’s”, but even then, those are only words. Even if you could change the past, that would mean sacrificing something even better in the future. Learn from past experiences. Figure out who you are, whewre you’re going, why you’re going there, and how you’re gonna get there. It’s hard to look forward to what’s at the top of the mountain when you keep looking back at the valley behind you.

Time doesn’t heal all wounds, but as more time passes, the more I realize that everything is okay and I’m very blessed. :)

THE COLLEGE CONSPIRACY!!! Finally watched the whole thing. I’m sure it’s a bunch of crap made by people who couldn’t do anything with their lives, but it kinda makes me feel like I’m wasting my time. LOL

SAVE THE DATE IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY!!! Come chill, come perform, and spread the word! :D
Hope to see you there!!!!!

Bite your tongue, take a breath, and count to 10.
Now back to 1 and remember that I am your friend.
Girl, it’s just some miscommunication,
And with time and dedication
We can work it out. We’ll work it out. Let’s work it out.

I remember when we would be able to talk about anything for so long, but now the time we spend chillin’ is filled with a bunch of silent gaps. Not gonna lie, I do miss my inbox being filled with your texts, just to check up or finding time when we can just kick back and chill. Time flies and things change. I grew up. You grew up. We grew up, but unfortunately it feels like we’re growing apart.

But it’s good to know that you’re doing your thing and getting where you need to go. It feels good to know that even if we’re drifting apart, we’re slowly moving ourselves in the right direction.

COME CHILL! COME PERFORM! INVITE YOUR FRIENDS! & SPREAD THE WORD! Hit us up for details. See y’all there! :)

So much has happened to me this year. I’ve moved both forwards and backwards in all kinds of directions. My Christian walk has been a roller coaster. Friendships grew while others faded out. I made goals, some achieved and others not. Academically, I took a bad hit. Musically, I was more inspired. I have been through mental, emotional, and physical battles.

2011 opened my eyes. (Yes, yes I know… Laugh it up.LOL) Thanks to God and His undying forgiveness, I know that even though I’ve been messing up, I am still loved, and that motivates me to be a better person and grow in my spiritual lifestyle. Friendships grow while others fade out, but you REAL friends are the ones who will (figuratively) stick by your side no matter what. I am motivated more now than ever to get my grades up, get out of JC and into a 4-year, get my degree, look for a job, and start makin’ some money… But I think I should focus on the getting my grades up first. LOL. I want to start playing my trumpet again, get back to, and surpass, the level I was at when I stopped playing it. I also want to better my playing of the other instruments I play, as well as get more in tuned with writing flows and such. The past year I was pushed both mentally and emotionally, but even though it seemed easier to give up, I know that by pushing forward, I was only getting stronger. Physically I was getting all kinds of messed up from wrestling. A bunch of bacteria and a bunch of different sprains, pops, and little tears here and there. But now I’m ready for next season (once I get back into shape). This year my academics held me back (actually it was myself who held me back), but next year there are NO excuses.

I think 2012 is DEFINITELY gonna be a tough year, but I’m ready for it. LEZ DO IT BABY! :D